On Spirit, Consciousness, and Experiencing Many Worlds at OnceThere is a misunderstanding in the modern world that consciousness lives inside the body. That the mind is the source. That the brain creates awareness. that spirit, if it exists at all, is distant - somewhere "above" us.But lived experience tells a different story. What if the... Continue Reading →
Winter Solstice
For me the winter solstice is the new year. We go from the longest night of the year to more and more daylight until spring. Incorporating the solstice’s in ritual is beneficial for those practicing energetic exchange.I view the night as a representation of the subconscious. So during the longest night of the year is... Continue Reading →
Emotional Alchemy and Manifestation
When it comes to manifesting emotions are a helpful tool. How you genuinely feel matters. Think of your heartbeat radiating from your chest and sending your intentions out to the universe. Whatever your vibration is will come back to you. When I’m working on manifesting this is what I do. Get relaxed. Sit down for... Continue Reading →
12/10/25
When I was a child I saw spirit easily. It was second nature to see things or entities moving around. But I realized quickly that it made people uncomfortable. My first experience was when I was about 5. I saw a little boy in our house. He always wanted to play with me and when... Continue Reading →
12/9/25
Last night I had the fish dream again. The very first time I had the dream was before my spiritual awakening. It was before we moved into our home now. I had a dream I was pregnant and gave birth to a fish. It was weird and off putting. It felt gross and strange. I... Continue Reading →
Becoming a Vessel: Opening Your Body to Spirit
The more I reconnected with my spirit, the more I opened up my inner world. Each day I look forward to understanding what the universe is trying to tell me. My focus changed. I used to be consumed with drama and anything that caught my attention. I would spend most my evenings watching tv or... Continue Reading →
Dreams and Symbolism
It is said that if you remember your dream, it's for a reason. Your subconscious implants it so you recall it first thing when you wake up. Or you will remember at a specific moment, it will just come to you. You might not understand why you dreamed what you did, but you will have... Continue Reading →
November 21, 2025
I’m so grateful today. I was telling my husband last night that there was a time when I would spend my evenings hiding in a closet. As a child that was my safe space. Now I have a beautiful home that I love. I’ve created a new safe space. A home where I get to... Continue Reading →
The Duality of Human Nature
Being diagnosed bipolar was no big surprise to me. I know my moods felt like they were all over the place. But I never felt like I felt wrong about my feelings. I just felt a lot. I feel deeply. It's like diving into water. You can dip your toes in, or swim in the... Continue Reading →
Shadow Work: Learning to Love your Demons
One thing I've learned on this journey is that the shadow work never stops. You are constantly just diving deeper and deeper into your subconscious. Every hidden part of who you are matters. Each one a hidden key to deeper knowledge. But you have to be willing to open that door. You alone are the... Continue Reading →
Finding Love
Today I was watching my husband, and it got me thinking about our relationship. He truly has helped me tremendously. If it wasn't for his ability to help me balance my energies, I'd be lost. I've learned so much from him. I didn't grow up with an emotionally intelligent man. I'd never really known one.... Continue Reading →
Sex Magick
Sex magick isn't just about having a good time. It's one of the most powerful ways to put your intentions out into the universe. It's not something to take lightly. Having the correct partner is key. Always remember that sex is an energy exchange. Not just pheromones being sniffed and engaging in carnal desire. You're... Continue Reading →
My Awakening Story
It started a few years ago. I started having dreams again. Vivid dreams like I had when I was a kid. I would hear whispers to "wake up" and jolt myself out of bed, only to find nobody there. I had no idea what was to come. I was busy with my daily life. Juggling... Continue Reading →